Overwhelmed

Its been a long two weeks. I haven't much time for writing lately. I want to and I feel it but I can't. I have all this pent up emotion just waiting for it to come out on its own. I am hoping with the week vacation I took from work will promote some creativity. I am burned out, so I'm hoping that the time off will be the refreshment I need to get into writing again. Not to mention with all that Ive been through this year so far I need the release. I have amazing people in my life that make dealing with my anxiety disorder easier. I really want to do everything that I can to keep it under control. Its hard to live a normal life when everything I do revolves around my anxiety and panic attacks. I always fear having one in a public place and drawing more attention to myself. Im only 8 days away from 7 days of work free bliss.