Seems the days are just flying by anymore. Hard to believe we are only a few weeks from the end of June already. I've kinda missed blogging it was one of the few things that gave me some time to myself to reflect on things instead of keeping them in for them to come back and haunt me later. I haven't been able to log into my blog for some time now because I forgot my password and couldn't remember what I had changed it to. Problem solved finally. Now I don't really know where to begin. Its been a crazy past few months. Things are slowly winding back down and my routine is almost back to normal. Almost.
Im trying to make changes in my life because clearly I'm not very happy with some aspects of it. And the only way that I will be is if I make the changes myself. No one is going to do it for me. I feel very broken at times and I just want to give in. And I know that I can't do that. I have amazing people in my life counting on me. The same people that give me my strength to get through the days. I need a vacation, I'm just burned out on work and other things I have no real time to myself to write.
My writing has suffered greatly. I haven't finished anything in such a long time. Its really discouraging. The urge of creativity is there, but I just don't have anything to keep the fire burning right now. And I hope the week off will do me some good. I feel that once I get back to writing again I will feel a whole lot better about myself.
I can so identify with this
ReplyDeleteI am trying to let my creativity flow.
Thanks!