Restlessness

So here I am spending my day off, in front of my computer. Its a beautiful day outside and the sun is shining. I still haven't managed to pull myself away for very long. I only knows its nice outside because I took the dogs out for a walk. And here I sit. Trying to draw myself out of this fog in hopes something will come.
I know I can't force something to be there that isn't, but I can give it the right setting to try and develop. Now all I can do is wait.
I shouldn't fell asleep as early as I did last night, I'm already regretting it. Either I didn't sleep enough or I slept too much. I feel really tired and out of it Like I am in a fog or something. It doesn't help I have so many things to think about. I have two weeks paid vacation from work I need to think about using up soon. I don't want to waste them and get stuck using them up in January like I did last year, because I didn't know when I could take them or I was even entitled to them. I want to use them when the weather is nice and I can benefit from them. I need a change of scenery, something to refresh my mind better. I think Im just tired of the same old thing. I could definitely use a weekend away from work and family. Time to just have time to myself..